I wish that I lived somewhere other than Columbus so I wouldn’t have to suffer through everything being about Ohio State.
I really wish I went to a school that I could be proud of either for its academics or athletics. Florida State is such a let down on so many occasions I’m beginning to think I chose the worst possible place for school.
I wish the whole country stayed between 65-85 degrees. That way it was never too hot or too cold. I don’t handle the extremes too well.
Sometimes I really wish I had chosen to go to school closer than 13 and 1/2 hours away. Seeing your family more than twice a year would be nice.
I wish the kids at school realized how lucky they are instead of complaining about absolutely everything.
I wish I hadn’t taken for granted having Zach in my life, even as a friend. The gap he left upon leaving my life continues to grow and I feel emptier by the day.
I wish clothes fit me right. I found the perfect dress today. I literally was in love. Too bad it came in size 1,5, and 7. I’m a size 3 and nothing ever fits me right. it’s either too small or too big.
I wish people would stop telling me how smart, or pretty, or thin I am. I’ve had more people walk out of my life than you could ever count. Obviously I am none of those things or I would be able to keep people around.
I hate that I refuse to leave bad situations. I always want to believe the best in people and regardless of how destructive the relationship is, I will never leave. It’s kind of sickening.
I wish I could tell people how much they mean to me instead of just hoping they will get the picture.
I wish I was as confident as I appear to be. The act is so draining and I end up just letting people walk all over me anyway.
I wish there was a winter warped tour or concert fest.The winters are cold and lonely and everyone could benefit from having for music fill that void.
I wish I was ready to jump back in and give someone a try, but my heart still beats for another.
I wish I hadn’t stuck around through 3 years of cheating, lying, and physical abuse.
I wish that I didn’t still feel the urge to cut when things start to get stressful. I’m afraid those tendencies will never fully go away.
I wish I had a dog at school. A little bundle of joyfulness to come home to every day would be wonderful.
I wish everyone in my life wasn’t married, engaged, or with child. I’m beginning to think I’m extremely far behind on my life.
I wish everyone didn’t have to drink just to have a good time. What ever happened to good conversation and quality time?
I wish I was so closeminded when it comes to certain things. Then again, I like what I like, maybe it’s best it stay that way.
I wish I could do anything I set my mind to, but every time I try to something is standing in my way.
Some days, actually no most days, I wish I wasn’t me.
there's a blue horizon, somewhere up ahead, waiting for me;
I was sitting on my doorstep, I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand, But I knew I had to do it, And he wouldn’t understand, So hard to see myself without him, I felt a piece of my heart break, But when you’re standing at a crossroad, There’s a choice you gotta make. I guess it’s gonna have to hurt, I guess I’m gonna have to cry, And let go of some things I’ve loved, To get to the other side, I guess it’s gonna break me down, Like falling when you try to fly, It’s sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, Starts with goodbye.
I’m a lover and a fighter. I get angry easily, but I’m working on it. I party, sleep, and think wayyyy too much, but I get my shit done. I have a weakness for sweet talkers, but I’m learning and enforcing my boundaries. I don’t let many people in, but once they’re in, they’re there forever. I’m strong and independent and I’ve been shattered. But never broken.
I don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy can change into your best friend. How forever turns into just a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it still hurts the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can just erase you from their lives because it is easier than working things out.
I don’t like thinking about the past. Because I start thinking “it was so simple. So easy. And you took it all for granted. And you can never get it all back.” And then all these emotions start building inside my chest, behind my eyes, clouding my thoughts. I can’t think and I can’t speak. And the only thing I know is.. I miss how it used to be. I miss who I used to be.
sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand;
It’s so easy to get lost inside A problem that seems so big, at the time It’s like a river that’s so wide It swallows you whole While you’re sittin round thinking about what you can’t change And worryin’ about all the wrong things Time’s flying by, moving so fast You better make it count, cause you can’t get it back
and instead of selling water, they’d sell hot chocolate and coffee and all the merch would be hoodies and cute winter stuff. and instead of skateboarding and slip n slides there would be bonfires and s’mores with all the bands. i think it sounds like a good time.
Oh this is boring. I have my ears pierced… just once… that’s it. I’ve considered getting so many different piercings; nose I’ve wanted forever, double pierced ears, cartilage, bellybutton… but then I remember that I apparently have issues with needles so pretty sure I’m sticking with just these forever. I want a tattoo but I know I’ll never ever get one.
I’m absolutely terrified of needles of needles but I finally just forced myself to go and have my nose pierced..it was totally worth it. Now I have had both sides pierced and totally loved it. It’s totally worth it when the pain is like a second long :) just sayin
To my favorite teacher Who told me never give up To my 5th grade crush Who I thought I really loved To the girls I missed And the guys we kissed Where are you now? To my ex-best friends Don´t know how we grew apart To my favorite band And sing-alongs in my car To the face I see In my memories Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you You showed me how How to live like I do If it wasn´t for you I would never be who I am To my first boyfriend I thought for sure was the one To my last boyfriend Sorry that I screwed it up To the ones I loved But didn’t show it enough
Where are you now? And I’ll never see those days again And things will never be that way again But that’s just how it goes, People change, But I know I won’t forget you
To the ones who cared And who were there from the start To the love that left and took a piece of my heart To the few who´d swear I´d never go anywhere Where are you now?